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For Fame and In Lust
...just maybe you can have both...
Created on 2005-11-12 21:56:39 (#8782206), last updated 2006-05-22
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Basic Info| Name: | fame_and_lust |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 08-07 |
| Location: | Rockford, Illinois, United States |
BioI am myself. I am introverted. I am a bit of a hermit. I am a painter. I am very curious. I am outgoing (not so much). I am easily offended. I am an arguement lover. I am a grudge holder. I am funny. I am young. I am flirty. I am weird. I am friendly. I am a drama queen. I am generous. I am a non believer. I am talkative. I am curly. I am blonde (sometimes). I am interesting. I am bi. I am so very easily amused. I am always in lust. I am shy if I don't know you. I am ambitious. I have trouble defining myself. I am a person, and nothing else matters.
People don't keep journals for themselves. They keep them for other people, like a secret they don't want to tell but they want everyone to know. The only safe place for your thoughts is in your memory, which people can't take and read when you're not looking--at least not yet.
Marilyn Manson
Goodbye to you. Goodbye to everything that you do. You were the one I loved, the one thing that I tried to hold onto. Goodbye to you.
Chuck Palahniuk
A minute of perfection was worth the effort. A moment was the most you could ever expect from perfection.
Everyone smiles with that invisible gun to their head.
I admire addicts. In a world where everybody is waiting for some bline, random disaster, or some sudden disease, the addict has the comfort of knowing what will most likely wait for him down the road. He's taken some control over his ultimate fate, and his addiction keeps the cause of death from being a total suprise.
I wanted to write about the moment when your addictions no longer hide the truth from you. When your whole life breaks down. That's the moment when you have to somehow choose what your life is going to be about.
If you don't know what you want, you end up with a lot you don't.
No matter how much you think you love somebody, you'll step back when the pool of their blood edges up too close.
People used what they called a telephone because they hated being close together and they were scared of being alone.
The only way to find true happiness is to risk being completely cut open.
You are not a beautiful, unique snowflake... This is your life, and it's ending one minute at a time.
"So u want a heart? You don't know how lucky you are not to have one.
Hearts will never be practical until they are made unbreakable." -The Wizard Of Oz
"It's a strange thing trying to change yourself. It's even stranger realizing that you're nothing like the person you think you are. How much is just an act? When I daydream about the life I'll have in ten years, I never think about what I'm going to be like. It's a given that I'll be happy in these dreams. But it revolves mostly around the things I will own and the things that will own me. "
People don't keep journals for themselves. They keep them for other people, like a secret they don't want to tell but they want everyone to know. The only safe place for your thoughts is in your memory, which people can't take and read when you're not looking--at least not yet.
Goodbye to you. Goodbye to everything that you do. You were the one I loved, the one thing that I tried to hold onto. Goodbye to you.
A minute of perfection was worth the effort. A moment was the most you could ever expect from perfection.
Everyone smiles with that invisible gun to their head.
I admire addicts. In a world where everybody is waiting for some bline, random disaster, or some sudden disease, the addict has the comfort of knowing what will most likely wait for him down the road. He's taken some control over his ultimate fate, and his addiction keeps the cause of death from being a total suprise.
I wanted to write about the moment when your addictions no longer hide the truth from you. When your whole life breaks down. That's the moment when you have to somehow choose what your life is going to be about.
If you don't know what you want, you end up with a lot you don't.
No matter how much you think you love somebody, you'll step back when the pool of their blood edges up too close.
People used what they called a telephone because they hated being close together and they were scared of being alone.
The only way to find true happiness is to risk being completely cut open.
You are not a beautiful, unique snowflake... This is your life, and it's ending one minute at a time.
"So u want a heart? You don't know how lucky you are not to have one.
Hearts will never be practical until they are made unbreakable." -The Wizard Of Oz
"It's a strange thing trying to change yourself. It's even stranger realizing that you're nothing like the person you think you are. How much is just an act? When I daydream about the life I'll have in ten years, I never think about what I'm going to be like. It's a given that I'll be happy in these dreams. But it revolves mostly around the things I will own and the things that will own me. "
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40's style mysteries, abuse, amusement parks, animals, antique furniture, appearances, attention, axe, baking, being irish, being lazy, being scared, birthdays, bisexuality, blindfolds, board games, bondage, books, bouncy balls, bowling, cameras, candles, carnivals, cds, chocolate, chuck palahniuk, cleaning, coca-cola, comedies, commercials, computers, concerts, control, cooking, crafts, creeks, cuddling, cutting, dancing, dashboard confessionals, daydreaming, decorating, designing, drawing, drive in movies, driving, easy mac, eyes, fairs, fantasy, fashion, fear, fencing, filming, fire, flirting, food, fortunes, friends, games, getting dressed up, glasses, guilford, halloween, handcuffs, happy meal toys, harry potter, haunted houses, horror movies, horrors, horse back riding, horses, hotlines, instant gratification, interior design, ireland, jewelry, kissing in the rain, lighters, looking into his eyes, love, magic, make-up, manipulating, mazes, milkshakes, movies, murder mysteries, music, my boyfriend, mythology, noise, oil painting, oversized hoodies, parks, parties, pearls, people who smell good, perfection, photography, pictures, planning, playgrounds, plays, pro-choice, punishments, random topics of conversation, reading, redecorating, relaxing, reruns, researching, rock music, romance, running, s and m, school, sewing, sex, sharpies, shopping, silence, sleep, southern accents, stand up comedy, surprises, surveys, svu, swings, talking, tarot cards, television, tetris, the justice system, the medieval ages, the moon, the question game, the renaissance, the sky, the stars, truth or dare, watching marathons, watching people, waterfront, weekends, women's rights, woods, writing, zodiac.
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Guilford High School - Rockford, IL (2002 - present)Bradley University - Peoria, IL (2006 - present)
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